Why does it hurts so bad??

Why does it Hurt so bad
to lose something I Never had
To have these Feelings and nothing to do
just sit around and wait for You 

Why is it so hard to Move on
knowing what we had is gone
Is there a place where Happiness is
Even though there's still a fizz
In my Soul when you are around
your name is a beautiful sound
Now all I can do is wonder
I lost it all in one little blunder
By not telling you how I really Feel
trying to act like its no big deal 

Now I know the nature of my errors
I just wish I could get rid of my cares